Today is my birthday. I'm 36.
I've spent so many birthdays in the past crying, feeling like he doesn't love me, feeling like he doesn't care about me, feeling wrong and like I'm wasting his time for wanting to take part in some of the traditional birthday type of stuff - breakfast in bed, cards, presents, etc
Today is a new low though - he has completely forgotten it's my birthday.
I'm not even upset. I'm numb to it. Crying or getting upset doesn't change anything, he doesn't want to care so he doesn't.
It feels very sad for me though.
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